Antonio Levels Up: Gooner to Addict

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Antonio has been serving me dutifully on and off for many years. However, he has not been able to serve as often as he wanted because he did not have enough income to properly satisfy my greed and spoil me the way a Goddess deserves.

He has actively started to look for ways to increase his earnings (so he could increase MY earnings – LOL), and things seem to be going well. This is what I consider the hallmark of a true worshipper and slave – no complaining, no lame excuses, and a clear focus on the ultimate goal of finding ways to please his Goddess.

Recently I noticed that Antonio has started to buy each of of my video messages  and recording sessions  – one after another, as soon as they have been made available. That kind of change in behavior is a clear signal that what had been a mere addiction to gooning  to my content  has evolved into an obsession with the idea of deeper ways of worshipping and pleasing and me.

Several days ago he found the courage to contact me directly, sending me a few generous tips as part of the contact. Let this be a lesson to all of you slaves, money talks, money gets my attention.

After chatting with me for a while, attaching a generous tip to every one of his messages, he asked me to grant him the honor of participating in a cam2cam draining session.

Of course, I agreed. Antonio had already showed his worth by purchasing all of my videos and by sending many worthy tributes. I knew this had the potential to be an extreme drain. I started to tremble with excitement while planning how best to prime and then use my victim. Before the session, I sent him a teaser video to keep his obsession with me at a maximum. I also ordered him to spend time before our live session gooning to my videos. This keeps the dopamine levels in his blood and brain high, reduces his inhibitions and increases his suggestibility, and makes it much easier to make him my mindless mindfuck puppet. Who wouldn’t want to be completely under the control of a beautiful, powerful woman who knows how your brain works and how to manipulate your senses better than you do? No one stands a chance at resisting me.

Throughout the entire time I have known him, Antonio has been very ambivalent about our relationship.  Part of him tries to stay in control and stay away from my corrupting influence. At the same time, another darker and more perverse part of him has been planning and saving and longing for an extreme session. In the end, his darker desires became too powerful, and Antonio succumbed, ramping up his worship of me until he offered himself up, like a sacrificial lamb, into my greedy hands. Now, it was only a matter of time until his hard-earned money was in my account.

He asked me for permission to be online and available for service late Sunday afternoon. I agreed, and as the appointed time grew nearer, Antonio crept away from his home to his office so he was somewhere neither his wife nor anyone else would interrupt our session.

Meanwhile, I had been having a long lunch with a friend, and when I got home, I was still tipsy, and my experienced slaves knew what that meant. If I am even the least bit tipsy, I become even more aggressive, dominant, ruthless, and predatory. An extra glass of wine with lunch will drive me to break a slave COMPLETELY in the first minute of our interaction, put his mind into a condition of complete mindless obedience, and make him masturbate until the oblivion of edging causes him to lose track of time and money and his only wish is to be destroyed by ME and used BY ME until he becomes a mindless meat puppet willing to do anything please ME a, allowing me to drain his account bone-DRY.  This degree of rapid escalation and intensity can be frightening for those who are unprepared, so I try not to do many sessions while tipsy.   Luckily, I had primed Antonio properly, so the speed of my invasion of his mind did not scare him away.

When I started the session and saw Antonio on cam, he looked restless, horny, and desperate. I knew he had been having sleepless nights in the week before our session and that he had been dreaming about this kind of no-hold-barred session for years. Antonio had been going to my videos for days, but he hadn’t cum. He was desperate and in awe, and he needed a release. He looked like a horny animal that needed to be tamed, trained, and guided.

My brain still humming from my last glass of wine, I put on nude sheer pantyhose and a lace bra, and I began to tease my trembling victim with sexy feet clad in nylons. These tease & denial techniques further increased the levels of dopamine in his body. I knew all his triggers, and it was easy to use them to trigger his arousal and submissive response. True to my habits when tipsy, within a minute Antonio had no defenses and no place to hide, he was trapped like a horny brainless animal.

In nature, the fundamentals of the prey/predator relationship are always the same. The prey species is especially driven to stay one step ahead of a predator because of the profound fear of total extinction. The rabbit tries his utmost to be faster than the fox because if the fox loses, all that is lost is one day’s meal.  If the rabbit loses, it loses its very existence.

But even though the fundamentals are the same across all prey/predator relationships, the dynamics of the relationships vary. The rabbit/fox and deer/wolf relationships are one-dimensional. Success is a function of strength and speed and comes quickly or not at all in any given chase.

My relationship with my prey is more similar to the way a cat or a spider is a predator. I use a variety of different techniques to track and trap my prey, always staying ahead of the prey mentally.  Playing and toying with his mind to elicit different kinds of responses. I can use desire to leverage obedience and shame to encourage the pushing of boundaries. My relationship with my prey is multi-dimensional; it varies depending on who the prey is and what stage they are in their findom/femdom journey, my own degree of impatience to destroy him right away versus the potential to squeeze a bit more pleasure and money for myself by playing a bit more. This may make the chase longer, but the results are more delicious.

Even though I had moved fast to start, this longer, multi-dimensional predation came to the fore. After sending the first $2K, Antonio had been triggered in so many ways that he couldn’t stop, he needed to be drained harder, he wanted to give me everything he had.

Unfortunately, as is often the case, his bank put obstacles in the way of me being able to take what is mine freely.  After the initial $2K, he still had $1 in his account but was unable to send it, so he had to drop out of the session.  While I felt a twinge of frustration, I knew the $1k wouldn’t be in his account much longer in the grand scheme of things., I knew he would be frantically looking for ways to get back for more and wouldn’t be able to stop until his account was empty. My beauty, power, and greed made him powerless and helpless; they had turned him into my mindfuck puppet, complying with all my wishes. Like all my prey,  he had become a plaything to me.

The next day Antonio was busy at the office but he was having trouble concentrating on his work. He couldn’t wait until the day was over so he could serve some more and  give me the $1K  he had left in his account. During the day he gooned to my videos ( asking  my permission first, of course) and sent tips all day long, keeping him primed and ready for my attentions.

Then he asked me to make a custom video for him, another piece of content he could add to his collection to goon to when he was poor. I said a 10-minute video would cost him $1K. I knew he would say yes. He was desperate to see more of me, hear my sexy voice humiliating him and laughing at him, taunting and teasing, using his name.

I made him send everything he had left of his account balance and sent him the video.

Even after getting my permission to cum, he still wasn’t released; he felt even more horny, more desperate. He kept sending, making his account go into the red. He needed it to be more extreme, more kinky and he shot his last load of cum on the floor and licked it off – he did it all to amuse me, to please me, to gain my approval, to hear just three words, “Well done, piggy!”

He has lost his money and his senses – all for the sake of my beauty and greed.

I have fucked every quivering piece of Antonio’s brain, creating unbreakable triggers and paths in his mind that will keep pulling him deeper into my control, destroying his sanity. I rinsed his accounts dry, making his addiction to extreme fandom stronger by associating it with tease & denial and doing dirty things like cum eating. All triggers and paths are buried deep in the subconscious, making it impossible for him to control on his own. I now have full control of his mind, and all I need is to use those triggers to pull him back to me and use him again.